black black toe

why would you offer more?
why would you make it easier for me
to satisfy
im on fire..
im rotting to the core..
im eating all your kings and queens
all your sex and your diamonds

ok its just a song. remember Black Black Heart by David Usher? i used to adore this song so much!


so a few months ago, both my toenails got injured due to what they call as bumping-your-toenail-against-the-end-of-the-running-shoe. hurm i guess a lot of running explains the injury better than an undersized shoe cause i swear my shoes were totally fine. i developed those blood blister underneath my toenails during my basketball tournament for SUCOB. i swear my toes were throbbing with pain, yet i still carried on with the game. i know i should have taken a couple of days off and let it heal a little but being the hard-headed me, i carried on until the end of the game and continued with Futsal tournament few days after. serves me right, no?

so now that it has already been over a month, the left toe nail seemed to be falling out. i can tell that it is slowly detaching from its bed when i can feel a forming gap between the nail and the nail fold.

oh shoot! im going to be physically disabled!



WARNING : the image that you are about to see below is gruesomely disturbing. if you think you cant handle hair-rising shuddersome picture, do not proceed and navigate yourself away from this page.




i mean, as in right NOW!




geez. dont tell me i didnt remind you.




ok, brace yourself.


this is how my toes are going to look like in a few weeks / months time.

i hate to tell you i told you so. gruesome, no?

oh fcuk!



// gruesome is the new yucky!